Before, i thought, listening to KPOP music was a waste of time. but when i saw the members of this kpop group called  BIGBANG, i was like, OH MY GAAASH~! i never thought they exist in this world. 

BIGBANG is consist of 5 members namely;

•  KWON JI YONG/G-DRAGON, 
• KANG DAE SUNG/D-LITE, 
• CHOI SEUNG HYUN/T.O.P, 
• DONG YOUNG BAE/TAEYANG
•  LEE SEUNG HYUN/SEUNG RI.

They started year 2006 under the management of YG enetertainment.

Actually, a friend of mine introduced them to me. She's the one who influences me to listen to their song. So i better thank her:) THANKS REINA MEI SUETSUGU:) back to the topic.

BIGBANG is different from any other kpop group. coz among all kpop group, they're the only group that can sing straight english and can understand and speak english at the same time.

They all sing and dance very well. They also have different personalities, i mean, they have their own identity. They also have their own albums as well.

G-DRAGON, the leader, is the one who wrote most of their songs. && he is good in singing, rapping and dancing too. He is the most fashionable among the bigbang members.

D-LITE has a sweet voice. He have the sweetest smile among the group members.

T.O.P has a deep voice, he's good in rapping and he is an actor as well.

TAEYANG is known in dancing and singing high notes too.

SEUNG RI is the youngest among, and he started acting this year. He also have a sweet voice.

I can say that BigBang is the best KPOP group ever. though they're not that popular here in the Philippines coz, they're not given a chance to be. And thats what i hate the most~! 

Try to listen to one of their songs, ill assure you, you will never ever get tired of listening to it. 

FIRST AND LAST SONG COVER haha. need your comment about this trying hard singer:))
sorry. my voice sucks!

ok~ i made this typo for my tumblr. i just love this part. you wanna hear it? CLICK.

i think this song is about love and lost. 

 this remind me of my ex, its been 3years. He married someone and i let him go for that someone. i know he loved me.but we had the right love at the wrong time. maybe we're not really meant for each other. and he's meant for that gurl he marry 3yrs ago. yes, until now, it hurts me everytime i remembered all my sacrifices and all the things that he've done for me.

everytime he's around, i still feel something special for him. he never fails to make me smile and i can feel butterflies on my stomach everytime he calls me "TRISH" he's the first guy who called me that way. 

there's no bitterness in my heart now. i'm already happy, and i think he's happy now. one thing i admired to him is, he's always there for me and i know the love he gave me along long time ago is still in his heart. before we say goodbye to each other, we promised one thing that, THER WILL ALWAYS BE A SPECIAL PLACE IN OUR HEART FOR EACH OTHER.

JUST ONCE. I want to fall in love and not hurt in the end /:

when i first heard THIS:) song, i felt something that i can't explain. i don't know what is it. but i know one thing is for sure, I WANT TO FALL INLOVE AGAIN! as in AGAIN! it's been a long time since i've been inlove with someone i thought i will end up with. but wtf~ im so wrong. but i don't mind it now. i've already moved on. (really trish? HAHA)

but now, i will WAIT for the RIGHT TIME and RIGHT MOMENT. ill just enjoy my single life:)

hard like hell.

what the fvkc~ as i said awhile ago,this blog is my stress reliever. AHAHAHA. so don't mind this blog. LOLJK! lemme start this seriously.

well, its so hard to pretend that you don't know anything. hard to pretend that you don't know whats going on. you always have the weird feeling about something. hell ye~ thats my situation now. i find it hard everytime my aunt and i are talking bout this guy. parang i can feel that one day, sasabog nalang ako, yung tipong, i will tell her everything i know. but now isn't the right time. coz she got lots of problems and ayako dagdagan pa yon. hays. how i wish matauhan sya sa mga ginagawa nya.

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last night, my auntie and i went to nuvali. we're with her friend kuya romil. but seriously, i smell something fishy. parang i can feel something between the two of them. (NA~ that can't be. my auntie is already married. OHMY~ trish, you shouldn't think that way. its bad! but what the fvck i can do right. last night, they were so sweet and me, my self, really feels something. why oh why.)

i slept here at my auntie's house. well, i talked to her seriously last night. we have a serious talk. i said to her what i really feel about the two of them. but she kept on saying "THEY'RE FRIENDS". what the~ well, ill tell you some secret, last night, when she's in the cr, i checked here phone. i know its not right, but i can't help it dude. well, i saw the guys text message, and it said, "namimiss ko na kiss mo sa leeg ko, kiss mo, kapag napikit ako ikaw nakikita ko, etc. etc." sweet msgs isn't it? and until now,my auntie still don't have an idea on what i did. LMAO~ imma detective:))))

what the hell is happening into this world. why do some people needs to cheat on their partners. last night, when we're talking about this guy, she said also that she's lonely coz her husband is away from her. all those fvkcing excuses make me sick. and until now, im still worried about something that might happen. i'm afraid that my relatives as well as her husband might think that i'm tolerating her wife. but hell no, i always talk to her like a mature one. it seems that my mind is much maturer than hers. HAHAHA. but srsly, i donno what will i do with this fvcking situation.

here i am again:))

well, here i am again:D ohmy, i missed this diary of mine. its been a long time since i visited my blogspot. HAHAHA. sorry, imma tumblr addict e, that's why i don't visit blogspot that often:D. well, srsly, i only use this for serious blogging. for expressing what i really feels. this blogspot is my personal diary. whenever im here, blogging, it felt so good. i duno why. HAHAHA. this is one of my simplest way to express how i feel. through this, i felt relieved everytime im done with my blog. i promise i will post more here from now on:)