Butterflies

Butterflies -- i love watching them fly. They're so colorful and so lovely. Every time i see them, i can see how wonderful the world is.If I die, and God will give me another life, I will choose to be a butterfly. So beautiful, lovely, and they're FREE. They can go anywhere, everywhere. I want to be a BUTTERFLY someday:)

i still dream of having you here by my side. doing crazy stuffs. having a never ending conversation. talking about our future plans together. all the memories. its killing me:|

People change. Some change for the worst while others change for the better. A change Is needed to adapt to the world we live In.

so don't expect people to stay true to you always. Don't expect them to be there every time you need them. Don't expect them to stay the way they used to be. Don't expect them to be around always. Don't expect them to be your friend until the end. Just DON'T EXPECT.

a real relationship. not a fake one. a relationship that will stay until the end of time. a relationship that is full of love. a relationship that has no doubt. full of trust and care.

 It hurts when you want to express what you feel, but all you can do is stay quiet.

coz you're afraid of being rejected. and sometimes, it can worsen the pain you feel inside.

Everything always works out in the end. If it's not worked out it's not the end.

Just keep the faith. Never give-up. A brighter tomorrow awaits you. God is always there. He won't let us down.

Nothing else seems to matter when I'm with you.

'coz you're the only person I see. Every time that we're together, i can feel like, we're the only person in this world. 

If people don't like you for who you are, just fake a smile & keep walking with your head high

Don't mind them. Just show them what you've got and what you can do. They just hate you coz you're way better than them. Be who you are. 

Someone is out there for you. Maybe he's still outside the walls you built, trying to break it down just so he could find a way to reach you.

break the walls. let that someone express his love for you. don't waste the chance. 

Stop Wondering

while there's someone out there, thinking that we're good enough for them. STOP thinking, open your eyes and heart for that someone who knows your worth and who can really appreciates you.

Sunrise.. Someday..

this is SUNRISE always mistaken as SUNSET:))

this was taken by me last april 4, 2010. i saw a couple walking together, and i took a picture of them. when i first saw them, the first thing that came into my mind is, "someday, someone will walk with me. watching the sun rise. we will talk about our future plans together. and we will appreciate the beauty of life that was given by our dear God."

Everyday

i wake up every morning asking my self, why i'm still holding on. why i'm still here. i'm still searching for my reason to stay..

Life..

Life is not about the things and money you have. Its about the things you need. Its about the person you love the most. Its about on how you deal with all the persons around you.  Its about respecting others. Its about doing everything so you can reach all your dreams. Its about how you handle your problems and do everything just to make everything ok. 

Life is about YOU. Not the people or things around you.

i want to grow old with someone who will be there until the end. who will love me even if i'm old. even if i have wrinkles and im already white haired old woman. i want to have someone who's willing to grow old with me.

i want to be happy again. i want to feel free. i want to be free from all this problems. how i wish everything will be ok.

&& whatever His plan for me, i'm willing to wait. Just keep the faith:) God is Good.

You'll miss me when I'm gone.

 one day, i will be gone without letting you know. i will be somewhere. somewhere where i can be free. free from all the pain and problems. somewhere where i can't even imagine i will be there. and when that day comes, i'm sure, you will miss me.

Paris♥

someday, i will be in this place. thinking how wonderful love is. i will make memories and take pictures. lots and lots of pictures. someday PARIS, i will be there.

the way you used to be..

I miss the man you used to be. I miss the man who used to love me.

i miss the man who used to give me love letters. who used to text me sweet messages. the man who plays with my little cousins. the man who can put smile on my face every time im having a bad bad day. the man who can put butterflies in my stomach every time he's around. the man i am truly proud of having him as my guy. the man who's full of surprises. the man i used to love with all my heart.

sometimes, people put masks because they don't know how to handle the pain. they don;t want to be questioned on how they really feels. until the day came that they don't know how to be real again. they used on putting masks and not knowing what i real or not.

When I'm With You

'coz every time you're with me, i can't feel anything but REAL HAPPINESS. you can put HUGE and REAL SMILE on my face. I don't need to pretend. I'm just ME. You're one of those few people who can make me happy. real happy.

♥

I wish to be loved, I want to be loved and most importantly I want the person I love most to love me too.

i miss the feeling of being inlove. getting butterflies in my stomach every time he's around. feeling like a kid when we fight. those sweet little kisses. those inside jokes. the funny moments. those sweet little things we do for each other. those sad moments every time we're not together. and most of all, we're just SIMPLY INLOVE WITH EACH OTHER. 

"i got hurt. really hurt. & sometimes when that happens, something inside me shuts off"

It's hard to deal with pain. && that pain cause too much hatred, that sometimes, cause our heart to shut off. or close its door for new love.

FOR ALL TIME♥

"For All Time"

Song written/composed by Albert Posis
Track produced by Mark Mejia

Verse 1:
Lately, I've been thinking bout you.
Baby, you don't know what I'm going through.
But every time, when I look at your face,
I forget about all my problems, baby, 'cause you lighten up my days.

Bridge 1:
And whenever I'm with you, it feels so right.
So I ask you this one question, girl, "Won't you please be mine?"

Chorus:
'Cause I'm falling for you.
Girl you're the one I choose.
Whatever you ask, I'll do.
'Cause I care so much about you.
You're always on my mind.
I need you to be by my side.
I want you to be mine oh mine
For all time.

Verse 2:
So beautiful are those sparkling eyes.
So wonderful; with you I'd never ever cry.
I want you to know, you're the one I'll always treasure.
How else can I show that we've got something special?

Bridge 2:
Girl I know this may be hard to understand.
That's why I ask of you one chance to let me be your man.

[Chorus]

Girl I know this may be hard to understand.
That's why I ask of you one chance to let me be your man.
And whenever I'm with you, it feels so right.
So I ask you this one question, girl, "Won't you please be mine?"

'Cause I'm falling for you.
Girl you're the one I choose.
Whatever you ask, I'll do.
'Cause I care so much about you.

[Chorus] x2

k. i've been listening to this song since last week. and everytime i hear this, i can't help but smile. wishing that someday, someone will sing this song to me. and when that day comes, i promise, i won't let him go.

click this, so you can listen to it also.:)

I am only Human. And imperfection defines me perfectly.

I commit mistakes. I enjoy life. I do what I want. I cry. I laugh. I easily get broken. I broke someone's heart. 

This is ME.

RANDOM THOUGHTS.

There are reasons why I chose not to tell anyone about my problems. Because at the end of the day, no one can help me, only myself and God. Time flies so fast and people change. That's the reality of life. They may be your best friends yesterday, and now, they're the person you only knew. We don't know what life can give us today and tomorrow. So expect the unexpected. Have faith in God, for he won't let us down.

fcvk this!

may mga tao talaga sa mundong ito na hindi titigil hanggat hindi kame nakktang nahhrapan o bagsak na bagsak na. and so what?! u want our lot? the hell! thats our property. but why u keep on telling the court that its yours? porke ba konsehal ka, may karapatan kna sa lahat? FYI! di lang lupa namen ang kinakamkam mo. alam nmen yan. yung iba, hindi na lumaban, y? kse alam nlang wala silang magagawa. kse nga konsehal ka. ISANG GAHAMANG KONSEHAL. shame on you! may karma. tandaan mo yan. hindi lahat ng akala mong makukuha mo, ay makukuha mo. lalaban kame. hindi kame magpapatalo. kung ang dadi ko, nwawalan na ng pag-asa, well, AKO, KAME NG LOLA KO. HINDI! as long as anjan si God, hinding hindi kame susuko. and alam nmen, yung sa tama ang mananalo, at kame yon. GO TO HELL COUNSELOR  MORALES! SHAME ON YOU!

True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes.

True friendship isn't being inseparable, it's being separated and nothing changes.

Yea, that's true. But why the hell everything change? Everything isn't right. I mean, this is not the way we supose to be. Why do you change? WHY?

kill me'

its hard to see the one you love, love someone else.

being on that situation is really hard. it felt like, you're dying inside. 

i've been in that situation many times. and hell yea, its damn hard and it hurts so so bad.

but you know whats the hardest thing being in that situation, the one you love doesn't even know that you love him/her. 

Best Friend.

what is best friend? before, my definition of bestfriend are, the person who knows you the most. the person who accepts all your flaws. the peron where you can run to everytime you need someone. the person who wont let you down.

but now, i really don't know whats the real meaning of it. i cant feel my bestfriends anymore. they're all gone:(